Terapezide Launch Day :) I went to Sheesh Mahal today for a seminar and it was actually interesting.Big stone walls,glass doors,red carpet.The place looks proper.The moment you walk in you feel like something

I am sitting on the duty room bed with wet socks and a palm full of almonds.Yes, almonds.Not donuts.I wanted donuts. It is raining outside.The rain that does not ask permission.It floods the road,kills

**That hits different. ** It fits the photo and the whole 30 hours in one line.Blood in one hand.Chocolate in the other.Not glamorous.Just necessary to keep me going. I am holding a bag of blood in my

I clocked out and didn’t go home. Just walked.Gate,then the street,then past the white fence that’s always there.Trees went black against the sky.Slippers instead of hospital shoes.Hair down.Phone in

Shadow Goes Shopping :) I walked out tonight.No reason.Just needed air that was not inside four walls. The street was quiet.The road was empty except for the white fence on one side and the trees that

Purpose In Every Step I find joy in my little things ie. Healing hearts,glowing life,one day at a time. Being a doctor makes me happy. It is not about the title on the door.It is about walking into a room

Midnight vitals.Pre op checks.A new life is just hours away. It is midnight.The ward is quiet but the work is not. In this room a Caesarean is being planned.Not an emergency.Not a rush. But it is

Independence Day in Pakistan is not just a date on the calendar.It is a mood that takes over the entire country weeks before 14th August.The moment August begins,the streets,buildings and homes start to

The day was heavy.It dragged on.Everything felt loud and fast and too much.By evening I was done. I stepped out and the ground was wet.The sky was grey.The air smelled different. Rain had fallen earlier.The

This is not the glamorous side of medicine that you see on TV.This is the real ward. Look at the trolley.It is loaded with files.Blue ones,green ones.Each file is a person.Each file has a fever chart,lab

I have been busy with document work while doing my house job and it has not been easy. The house job in Obstetrics and Gynaecology at Federal Medical College, PIMS Islamabad started on 06-05-27 and will

I ordered pizza today.Just for me. No group,no plan,no waiting.Just me,my room and a full box sitting on the table. The cheese is melted,the chicken looks perfect and the smell alone made the whole day

I went for an eye follow up today. It had been a long time since I last went.Hospital duties had taken over everything.Long shifts,back to back patients,charting,rounds and then more rounds.By the end

I went on a 3 day trip and it was exactly what I needed.No big plan,no fancy itinerary,just me leaving everything behind for a little while.I stayed in Fiora Hotel and honestly that place set the whole

Stepped Into the Salon and Forgot the World for a While Went to salon for some relaxation and honestly I needed it so badly.The last few weeks had been a mess of deadlines,phone calls and that constant

**Moonlit Path and Quiet Talk ** I went out for walk with my friend last night and it was exactly what I needed. The day had been tiresome.Messages, traffic,deadlines all that noise in my head that does

Windows Down,Cool Air,Luxury 🌝 Went out to feel relaxed because my head was full and my body was tired.I did not have a big plan.I just wanted to sit somewhere,breathe and not think about work for a few

I went to my sister's home and the entire afternoon turned into playful time.Nothing was planned.Nothing was clean.And that was the best part. The door opened and the house hit me with noise.Kids were

Finally Off Duty,I’m Going Home The car door closed and it felt different.No rush.No voice calling my name down the hallway.Just me,these white crocs,maroon scrubs and the quiet that comes after hospital

I stopped for a second and looked. A shadow does not get tired.It does not complain.It does not put the bag down and rest.It just carries what you carry.It knows the weight because it is stuck to you.