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With communication technology... The sky is the limit...

When I'm alone I get into creative mode, I always have half-finished projects.

From coloring mandalas, gardening, moving everything at home: paintings, furniture carpets, creating new focal points, knitting small utilitarian things, getting into a personal care one, studying, reading, singing, dancing, painting, watching TV, crying if I'm sad, or laughing if it's a comedy, going for a walk in the park or going to a restaurant and ordering something tasty and enjoying every bite.

I always have something to do, and I want to learn, in education, culture, health, mindset, because everything evolves, from the real estate area and about what is socially trending.

I also like to do free online courses and workshops, anything from technology, hair calorimetry, how to make cheeses to crafter hobbyists, solving word games... he-he... Whatever provokes me, then!

I think that when one enjoys what one does in solitude, it becomes a blessing; having all the time to do what I like, is also a way to learn to love myself more for when I am with myself, and it is one of my favorite moments, it is one of my formulas so that loneliness does not generate anxiety or affect me ever.

I can understand that I will never be alone if I am with me, I can find meaning in my hobbies, my work, my passion for the performing arts, my family, my friends and in maintaining a life until the last day of it, because I am a powerful creator I must stay focused because I have myself.

Something I have learned over the years, in those moments when I am alone.

That certainty does not exist, that we must embrace uncertainty! Stop wanting to have 100% security and be happier, I will learn to enjoy this path called life, in freedom.

Learning to say goodbye to that need for absolute certainty is to understand that being alone is leaving behind everything I do not need to move forward.

Learning to get comfortable in the uncomfortable (solo).

It's a process with a few steps "under construction" maybe it sounds methodical, robotic, that's what I've been told when I verbalize it 馃槀 obviously, without leaving aside the emotions that all that process implies, while I learn it practicing it, in action. And it's over and that's it of the history...

It comes back to live with things to do when I am alone, with projects that I am passionate about. Learning to be my best partner.

Janitze.



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Separator made with Canva by janitzearratia@janitzearratia


Any images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the camera eighties Rolleiflex 2.8 f, and edited with Canva


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