Empowering the Capacity of Self

Over the course of my life thus far, well for many years, I have underestimated myself, the capacity of who I am, and thus the capacity of who we are as a humanity. For a very long time, I believed myself to be inferior, stupid, defective, shy, weak, yet I always strived and desired to be the opposite, I saw others around me that had strengths in many of my weaknesses, though what usually got lived out by myself is the negative, the inferior, the weaknesses. This was like a mind set, it was debilitating and I started to notice this around me in other humans and different places I went. There was this belief that life was hard, life was to survive, humans are not to be trusted, people are to be feared, life on this earth is to be feared, animals are to be feared, night time is to be feared, over and over and over again what I would watch, people I would see, even my own thinking geared me towards this horrible and terrifying outlook of the world I was living in. And yes unfortunately many places is not well and many suffer, though eventually I realized this is not all there is.

Now you can imagine what kind of adult I grew up into, haha thankfully I did have a sense of self and an understanding of an equality within life, I could see it and I could sense it in interactions with people and in moments through out my years on the planet. I had a relatively stable home life where i was able to live without suffering or any dire needs, though there was always fear in my family, fear of others, fear of the outside world, fear of not having enough, so I was very fearful of things and especially people.

This I walked with into my adult years and I was determined to find a better way for myself and this world, I saw all the suffering, the animals, the children, the women, and the men of this world, poor, abused, and having no support to get them out of the hole that exist for them. And on the other hand I saw myself, the money I had access to, the food, the housing, the entertainment, and I could not in a way stand this type of inequality in this reality. It made no sense to me, though the energies within me drove me to competition, jealousy, anger, and many other experiences I felt trapped in in ways and I didn’t really understand though they were powerful and potent. I knew there was more to myself and this life then this instability and imbalance in my inner world as well as the imbalance and instability in my outer world.

There was a force within me that I knew there was more to this life, that I was more, so I went on a quest, I quest-ioned myself, this reality, I wanted to find truth, I researched much and many different sources, religions, masters, gurus, scientists, and I finally found a source that made sense and helped, this at desteni.org. Here I realized and applied the tools shared and these tools start with self, meaning that I had to apply these tools for myself to see them actually make a difference in my life, the portal who is @sunettespies, is here as an extraordinary gift of life itself to support whomever is willing to research, learn, and apply what is shared through the thousands of hours of material given over many years. What I learned quite quickly after studying this portal was the responsibility of myself as a being in this world, much that is not known to the everyday reality of how we operate, what is the mind and the mechanics of the mind on an intricate and very specific levels, as well as the capacity that exist here within myself, and the capacity as the whole of humanity as well as all other life on the planet. What was shared is that each one has to change themselves, this through the tools of self forgiveness and self corrective change in one’s living to live in a way that is best for all as it would be best for self. If we all can agree to live in this way then the world would change over night.

(Photo art by Matti Freeman)

This is why desteni and the tools of self forgiveness and self change is important as it supports one with changing the view of one’s mind to be transformed from one’s own individual world, which can be small, scary, stressful and shallow to a world where all are considered, respected, and given the ability to live and enjoy life without stress and survival. Change is possible, solutions are here, we just have to open our eyes and real-eyes that we are the solution. It’s not a quick or easy set of solutions ahead, as each one has to walk the process of self purification for self, no one and nothing can save any of us, only self can save self. The tools are here and the ability is here as this is why eqafe.com and desteni.org was created to support human’s in this process to bring heaven to earth, where each one is part of a life in equality and oneness. Our solution is each other treating all as how we would each like to be treated and having the integrity to live that for real within and through self’s own example without reward, without need, and without desires, remember it is a process, though it’s able to be done and it is here for all to walk. Investigate the links for more on this process, it’s time we do this for all life to be free and able to live for real. I have been walking this process for 8 years, and can stand as a support and example so please ask me any questions if any more info is needed for clarification. Thanks.

Eqafe - Every Question Answered For Everyone :) - http://www.eqafe.com
Desteni I Process - Self Development Support - http://www.lite.desteniiprocess.com