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Continuing to process a moment of self-abuse

Sharing self-forgiveness on self-abuse

Redefining the word careful

Cross-posted from Day 74- Redefining and Living Careless Self-Allocation Point I have within my life assigned a positive energetic charge to this word. This goes along with my Loser Character, where I

Cross-posted from Day 71- Exploring Self-Responsibility I have noticed a tendency within me to want to cover all bases in terms of my self-development so that I don’t have to have uncomfortable interactions

Who or What is Behind Carelessness?

} From Day 68- Why is Nobody Helping Me?A thought came up the other day that ‘I am not getting the feedback I need/deserve from other Destonians’. I have been participating on the forum for 9 years. When

} From Day 67- Redefining and Living Apathy (A-Path-I-See) The process I used to explore this word can be found here: Self-Allocation For me, I can remember developing a certain sense of apathy in my childhood

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Where does worry come from, why am I panicking about things that may never happen ? What is it that makes me doubt that there could be a ‘positive’ outcome? I have been through many ‘scrapes’ if you could

In a chat with a friend recently I commented on how in my life I have put others down in an attempt to make myself look/feel better as I perceive it. Why would I do this ? Why make another feel like shit

It came up in a discussion today how many of us have patterns of holding back out of fear of judgment, that we developed from childhood, some of us having had parents who were alcoholic as a contributing

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to apply myself in DIP/my process as a solution to get out of the mind and thinking I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself

In this moment, I have no idea specifically what I will write self forgiveness on, no preconceived ideas, yet I noticed a few moments ago that I havent written any self forgiveness in a long time, and

Today I witnessed a fox hunt - I knew they were still happening and I live near a prominent royal country home, where the biggest hunt in the UK was taking place, but I had never seen such horses looking

It’s ok to not always have to make a point/ to be right. I noticed at times how I was tempted to kind of fight to get my point across/words heard by others, for someone to agree with me and get onside.

I got to thinking today about drama and whether life is better or worse with drama in it? Do I create my own drama as a form of entertainment? Do I enjoy watching drama on tv, do I judge drama as not real

I read a story on Facebook where a man wanted to leave his wife, because he ‘found happiness’ elsewhere - they had a fairly young daughter and in all the time they had been married had no real issues as