I'm working on a doctorate, studying for a certification and building my own business. None of it looks like a damn thing from the outside.
No promotion to announce. No diploma to frame yet. No client wins to post about at this time. Just me showing up every day doing work that won't pay off for months. Maybe even a few more years. That's the weird part about playing the long games. The progress is invisible until suddenly it isn't.
Three courses done toward the doctorate. Sounds like nothing when I say it out loud. Twelve or thirteen left, but six months ago it was zero. That's movement, but nobody sees it but me.
Flash cards for the cert exam. There is maybe a hundred of them now. Working on possibly mind mapping things out. Can't put the letters after my name yet, but the knowledge is building. It is building slowly and quietly and nobody sees that either.
Prospecting, sending messages, building a pipeline of leads and most of it goes nowhere. The conversations that do happen might turn into something eventually, or maybe they won;t. But the system is up and running. From the outside it looks like I'm just screwing around on my laptop and social media.
This is the part nobody posts about. The middle, the grind before results show up. That long stretch where you're making progress but can't prove it to anyone. That includes myself sometimes. It's frustrating as fuck.
It is hard to stay motivated when there's nothing to show for your efforts or no external validation and no finish line visible. I juust have to trust that the work matters and keep going anyway.
Some days I believe that. Some days I wonder what the hell I'm doing. But I keep showing up because the alternative is starting over from zero later. And I'm too damn old and tired for that. The progress is real even when nobody sees it. Even when I can't see it.
Anyone else grinding in the middle with nothing to show yet? How do you keep going?
Thanks for reading,
Joe
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