Reflections: How old do you want to become?

Photo by Scott Webb: Gray Rock Formation

Have you ever thought about how long you want to be on this planet?
Or wondered what life would be if you are at a certain age or maybe after a certain age?

I always wanted to leave this planet when I turned 60, max 65. I experienced life as difficult, didn´t experience much joy or fulfilling and I felt I couldn´t contribute to my life. Being stuck in survival mode with low selfesteem, I found 60 years on this planet should be enough.

Now that I am more aware of myself and what I could contribute to this planet and humanity. 60 years feels way to short to be around. I am gonna add at least another 40 years to it.

100 +10 more years would be a nice age to leave this planet and to return home.

Dude, hunderd and ten years? Are you kidding me?
Yeah I am serious, I do want to live at least another 60-70 years on this planet. I have a mission and I want to enjoy my legacy as long I can.

In a vision I had a few years ago, I was part of something new, a new way of living on this planet (new is relative). It all ready exists in another parallel universe. Slowly (it goes way faster) we are see a big shift in consciousness. People building communities, going back to more individuality in smaller groups. Discovering their true-selves, manifesting and creating.

A place of love, unity, equality, wisdom, forgiveness and gratitude.

My practice Motivation Monk is part of this journey. My journey to become 110 years old and living in a community with all sort of facilities. People coming and going on retreats, building a new education system and healing facilities.

I have seen this place in South Africa, a place that is part of me and I am part of this place. My legacy. Where I sit against the tree of life, looking over a meadow, consulting and guiding. A place filled with joy, peace and our younger generations.

It's my resting place, my final destination in this life on earth.