reality hits you fast, when your goal is in your grasp, the question that pops in your mind is “What’s next?”. Happiness, just for a second lasts, then you wake up to reality, and realise the gravity of

In the quest for personal improvement, one cannot hope to make a big jump from the get go. You can’t master a skill in a day. You can’t hope to learn something as soon as you read the lesson. This is why

I’m under stress, My mind is going on without a rest, I close my eyes, wanting to stop the chatter, I have no chance or saying in the matter. My mind is on it’s own, Going on, and on, and on, About these

I got a promotion. I started working in 2015, I quit my first job last year and started a new one. And yesterday it was announced that I will get promoted to a senior position. It might not be that much,

Have you ever felt that you are in a place where you don’t really want to be? You feel that things aren’t really what you thought you are. All your plans failed and you seem to be going nowhere. Well,

... or deconnecting from the daily routine. As I was saying in the post from this morning, I went this weekend to the countryside. I went to an outdoor event, called Connected in nature. It was an event

This weekend I've done a little camping escapade. I went to a small outdoor activity on Saturday and we stayed the night as well. I woke up pretty early on Sunday and I've managed to catch an amazing sunrise.

I’ve been afraid, walking out blind, Without a destination, a purpose to find, Wandering the steep valleys of my mind, Looking behind, afraid of my shadow, Afraid of unknown. Can I stand my own? Asking

I'm ok, no. I'm not. These are the words I'm repeating while in the dark. My life isn't bright or full of colour, It's full of shades of gray, Uncertainty and going the wrong way... I'm not ok, at least

It’s been a little over a year since I’ve started to wake up at 4AM. Of course, I don’t wake up every day at 4AM. Although I try. There are days when I feel too tired. There are weekend days, when sometimes

I'm tired of running, In a world full of shit, Surrounded by rules, Obstacles, I'm going through them, I want to become invisible. I look in the mirror and I see two dead eyes, I scream silently inside

My list of unread books is so long that I lost count. Although I have read a lot of chinese web novels, I have also bought a lot of books. Take a look at my library, which I build over the last 2 and a

Did you ever felt the need for a fresh start? How many times you said to yourself: "I'll start from ..."? Somehow I'm always in the need for a fresh start. It seems that my quest for improvement

I’m in pain, every cell in my body trembles at each step. I want to give in, to stop in the middle of the road, and just sit there. But I can’t. A voice it’s telling me to go on, to keep going, to move

I'm I a masochist? This is the question I asked myself this morning. Yesterday I ran 21km. As I was saying in this post, I didn't do any training. I had nothing but dumb confidence. Yesterday, at 8:30

A couple of days ago, I was asking myself if I could run a 21KM race without any prior training. Today is the day. I a couple of hours I'll be at the start line, prepared for a big challenge. I still remember

Two years ago I've discovered chinese webnovels. Martial arts novels, with hundreds and hundreds of chapters, a lot of characters and fun. In the past two years reading these novels was my main form of

When was the last time, when you did something for the first time? We often are afraid of new beginnings. We are afraid to begin a new road and start something new. We are often afraid of the unknown.

From the darkness of the night, after fights with countless souls, I will be the last to stand, on the battlefield of worlds. I will raise my fist up high, Cry of victory I’ll shout, Today, I was one who

what for, do you wake up at four, you wake up and work, hustle and sweat? so one day you could be set, to have money and fame? Do you think this is a game? I have always believed, that as long you work