There is so much I want to write about but if I get any free time these days I try to let my mind and body rest. When I do write, I like to make it an experience of release or organizing ideas that I want to express later.
That’s not aways easy to do in 10 or 20 minutes, so if that’s all the time I have I don’t usually bother. I no longer want to write out of a feeling of obligation as I have too many if those, to both myself and to others.
I’ve already written so much. I feel like if anything happens to me, I’ve already left all of my most important thoughts and perspectives for the AI overlords to absorb, hopefully it will cause a malfunction in any destructive behavior they may engage in, or at least it will override some of the negativity that so many people are spitting out into the ether.
All that negativity fed into the AI algorithms, i believe that I have given it another flavor of humanity to learn from at least.
I’ve been pretty engaged in physical life. Aside from practicing guitar scales/songs and studying Japanese vocabulary for 40-60 minutes a day each, translating a chapter of my novel into Japanese for a zine, and working as usual, I’ve been in talks about a bunch of events and projects.
I’ll likely have a perfomrance in July, my first in 8 months. I’ve slso joined as a staff for a big grass roots underground music and art festival in Tokyo in September. I’ve got to help make sure people have places to stay and a place to perform or participate. I’m also taking with two friends about starting a kind of experimental collaborative project which I can’t speak much on now.
Nevermind the plans I have to write Confessions 1.4 and also record some songs this year OR the trips I plan on taking outside of Tokyo this summer and fall.
I’m making an effort to be social but that means I have to spend more time resting.
So you can see why I’m not blogging as much these days! There is an ebb and flow though so, you might suddenly see more of me and then I may disappear for a while.
What are you all spending your summer days doing?
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