10/22/2026
After a busy and stressful semester, it’s finally semestral break!
Today is the enrollment day for the second semester of this academic year. However, I wasn’t able to enroll.
Since Monday, I had been patiently staring at my student portal, waiting for my grades. This morning, I was expecting all my grades to be complete, but I was wrong. I even wondered if I should just decide my grades on my own. Lol
Despite that, I still continued with my day. I had breakfast and a cup of coffee. I just realized that I couldn’t start my day properly without it. Maybe I should quit drinking coffee for now? I feel like I might become too dependent on it someday.
After breakfast, I did some laundry. Then, I spent the rest of the day resting. I’m pretty sure this will be my routine again during this semestral break. I hope I can go somewhere.
It was afternoon when our instructor sent a message to our group chat. He announced the names of the students who passed our course. And, I was one of them!
I was smiling the whole afternoon until evening when I found out the news. However, I also felt sad knowing that almost half of the class didn’t make it. Then, our instructor sent us another message saying, “If you’ve already done your best, maybe this is a sign that this program is not for you. Take time to reflect and decide whether you want to continue or not.” I feel like
I should start reflecting now?
And that left me speechless. What if one day I realize I don’t want to continue this program anymore?
Anyway, I still wasn’t able to enroll because some of my other courses hadn’t released our grades yet, especially those that are prerequisites for the next semester. Even up until this evening, I’m still overthinking whether I passed all my courses this semester.
I hope our instructors and professor will upload our grades soon!
I hope that tomorrow morning, I’ll wake up with a smile instead of disappointment.
Nightsss!