Too many stimuli, I can hardly put any thoughts together. I feel as if all the mysteries of my history have unraveled in front of me over the past week but I hardly have the brains left to make sense of

I know I am already biting off way more than I can chew between work and music and more music, but the more things unfold, the more I want to do. The goal this year is to record music and play a few shows

Not everything requires a strong response. In fact most things don’t. If the strong response serves you or someone else in some way, go for it, but most strong responses are just our inner child lashing

New guitar ✅ Ableton Live Standard Edition ✅ Reorgangized studio space ✅ Fixing guitar pickups ✅ Clear head ✅ Clear Schedule✅ Recording is the biggest challenge I’ve ever taken on in my life. I’ve learned

A lot of the time I feel like I am 2 or 3 steps ahead with regard to mindset. I may be 2 or 3 steps behind with execution but that’s another story. What I mean by that is a lot of the things I think and

This post is going to come across as complete copium or a useful reframe, depending on how you want to read it. As far as I am concerned, it’s whatever more of us decide it is. After 9 years here (damn!),

Recorded this with hivesnaps hangout feature. Recently I got a new guitar and I wanted to take it for a test run to see how it sounded recorded on hangouts. I have no idea how this came out. I’m about

Discipline is a funny thing. It can feel so hard or so easy. What does it all come down to? Why would building a daily habit be so hard? Speaking from years of experience of trying to figure this out,

image from the game Omori, a game with unique artistic design Ok, ok, Hive isn’t UGLY, but it’s not pretty either. Every project is clearly designed entirely by people over 30 with corproate jobs or influenced

It’s been a while since I can remember feeling BAD. It’s probably a lot shorter than I realize but this may be the longest i’ve ever gone without some kind of emotional crash, either due to external

I didn’t realize this would become a post, but instead of just letting it be, I figured I might as well turn it into helpful feedback post for snapie. It’s pretty cool that we can do something like this

Sometimes I wonder if paperwork is a form of black magic. I understand that sometimes collecting information might be neccesary for certain things to function, but there seems to be an extra level of dread

1 week after the release on my live album “Resonance Experiments 1-2” and the feedback has been even better than I had hoped. 100+ streams in just a few days. Funnily enough my first EP only had about

“Resonance Experiments 1-2” by I+everything Out Now on streaming! Resonance Experiments is the name I gave to a series of live events meant to explore new territory, a chance for myself (and potentially

I wanted nothing more than to play music today but the tatami bugs seem to have come back and I need to sort out some final things for my taxes so I spent my long Monday break between classes vaccuuming

Creativity isn’t a asset or a tool. It’s your life force. I am just starting to understand that now. For too many years I had a strong ideas about the kinds of songs I wanted to create and such high standards

Whenever I jam like this I get ideas for new songs. The problem is never not enough ideas. It's too many and making sure I focus on the best ones. One of the reasons I like making videos like this is it

Every two or three months I like looking back at my plans from the 2-3 months before and see if I am behind or ahead of schedule. Just checked and I am way ahead in most aspects. I’m on schedule to have

What is acknowledgement? What does it mean to be seen? Does it really matter? Why do we want it so much? This is a question I think about a lot as both an artist on a personal journey and an armchair