Last few days have been a rollercoaster. I am very grateful for the support I received via hive/ discord or whatsapp from the people here on hive. 🙏
While my personal running ambitions are no longer on my mind, I also understand that I need to make sure I keep standing myself in order to be there for my girls.
Therefore I will keep staying in shape, keep running. Both to stay strong physically aswell as emotionally.
I just went outside and went for a run where I could process my stress. I took nutrition with me so if it would feel right I could go for a longer run. But after 8km my thoughts got the better of me. I decided to just head back home.
The run turned out to be 10 km with
fluctuating pace. It felt good to release some tention.
For this run I used my new shoes “saucony endorphine speed 4” which I purchased earlier for tempo work. These would be something between my roadshoes and my carbons, but I am not blown away with them as a first impression. They are lighter than my road shoes but far less jumpier than my metaspeeds.
Finally a small update on the situation:
This will give us information about the stage, metastases, and treatment options.
So, another 8 days of uncertainty.
