So hello again, Hive! I wrote this blog to share and proudly showcase my best friend from the past. We have already separated due to our different paths, but we have a group chat where we can still communicate. We use it to congratulate each other, update ourselves on our current lives, say take care, and bid each other goodnight.
This day is the day to remember for the whole year. We use the year for bonding and creating memorable moments in any place that provides a perfect spot to rest and enjoy a nice view of nature. We love nature, as it is our home to relax and enjoy each other while eating and sharing stories. Anyways, that day was a halfday because our teachers had meetings. So, we decided to go and buy some food. While we were walking, we had some junk food to eat so that we wouldn't get bored. We spent some quality time together, not worrying about managing the time due to the homework we had to do and other things keeping us busy. Until I decided to go home because I saw the clouds starting to darken. I think it was going to rain, so we headed home. We're still happy with what we had done because we imagined how beautiful nature was.
So now our class is back to normal, back to reality. There was a day when our teachers gave us homework. We worked together, showing our interest in cooperation and helping one another from the heart. We do what we can for the sake of our grades and participate in every school event. There are times when I feel like they are too busy, and I feel alone again. But I understand that at the end, I see how they manage their time for homework and our friendship.
For now we don't have time to spend personally we use gadgets to communicate with each other. Sometimes I want to bond with them because I like to feel how I felt again when I'm with them. I miss my honest best friends like you feel all the positive ways that come from my best friend. I know we will meet again soon, but for now, it is not the time to be with them because of the situation. I won't forget this group of mine,all the memories will be in my mind, my phone, and my eyes. I can still imagine those days. I pray this is not the end of our friendship.
Imagine, from grade 7 until grade 10, spending a few years together and creating thousands of memories. Now, it's the end of our bond because another journey awaits us. After many months, we have to separate and become independent. I know that without getting to know someone, it's hard to be comfortable with them. Also, it's not easy to let go of someone you've known for a long time and have always been with. But I've learned that no matter how many years you have someone or how long you see them every day, eventually you may lose them. Everything is optional, and sometimes you choose temporary happiness with someone you know you can't be with forever.
I missed my moments during junior high school, although there was a time when we argued for some reason. What I like is not competing for pride. Each one of us knows what's important for our friendship. Until now, I can't move on from what happened in the past. I lost someone that I thought I would have forever. I pray that I didn't lose them because I was the one who chose to go alone. And it's not the reason why I distanced myself from them or felt like I didn't belong. The reason is to follow my own path and not follow them. Lesson learned,If you have dreams, don't be afraid of losing someone you think you fit with. Yes, you may be comfortable with them, but you have your own dreams to pursue. Not just reaching the top or the bottom, but if you really want to reach the top and believe you can, then you won't be depending on someone else.
