After ages, I finally got some good news for me, for my personal gain. Came like a surprise and gave me more than I had expected. I got the result of an exam that had been hanging for a long time; thanks to Almighty Allah for granting me a clear pass.
Actually, I had been stuck in session jot, and due to the change in my career track, I had been detached from the result flow, and so I had to endure the session jot, year-gap type of curses that kinda pushed me far away from that track. It was completely out of my priorities, as I am better off without that. But I was wrong; by the time I realised that, I had already lost a year. But again, it's better late than never, right?
This year, despite being under immense pressure in the job environment, I had taken the step to clear this year. Like in the previous time, I had half the pressure, and I felt like I was going through tons of shits, lets skip it. And now, doubling the pressure, I'm feeling like, "Let's do it," because my spirit is boosted, and this is something that can't just be neglected; it must be cherished and hugged.
So even after the extra pressure, I was determined that I would sit this year and try my best to clear it at once, in one go. You know, I had to travel from one district to another for each exam; I would set out early in the morning, travel for almost three hours, sit in the afternoon, and set out again in the evening because I have office tomorrow. Not just office; I used to come, get caffeinated from top to bottom, and sort out the tasks that were pending. My role here doesn't let me rest; if I'm not here, then there are tons of dependencies on me that get stuck. So I had to manage my personal endeavours as well as the professional ones. It was kinda hard, but my only motivation was that I'd push it for a few days; then it's gone, as I'm doing it now, so lemme do it for all.
The main surprising facts: in previous years, when there were two third numbers of exams then current ones, I would stumble upon any of them for sure on the first attempt, but this time, even though there were more obstacles, I got past all of them at once, It was tough, had some fears that I might get stumbled, but today when suddenly the results came out, I couldnt believe my own eyes, all thanks to Almighty Allah.
Its 4.34 AM; I'm caffeinated from top to bottom, doing my tasks, personal and professional, both at once. Will be going to sleep, as I am needed to wake up around 8.00 AM for the office. So yeah, I'm grateful and happy for myself; after a long time, I got something that benefits me directly. A great chapter comes to an end.
Have a great day,
Take Care.
