Last few months, I was in a complete stress test to push me to my boundaries. Was under continuous stress to meet deadlines one after another. Finally, it paid off; within a short period of time, the Almighty has made me reach more than I had expected. Rest is on me to keep up this stress management willpower and continue to climb upwards, as the sky is the limit.
While being on this rollercoaster, life became monotonous, things became static, a 9-5 job, and tiredness to stay at home. Nothing different or anything unique to participate. Even if I got some free hours, those used to be eaten by the priority tasks. To be honest, those were needed; if I hadn't pushed myself this aggressively, then I wouldn't have climbed the ladder so far. Yeah, there are other factors too, like the senior position getting vacant.
While maintaining a streak in the job life, I ended up forgetting the normal life, let alone other tiny stuff like education. I still have to face some of the exams that I missed and dropped last year. So need to study, right? But where's time? I made a few routines to make myself sit at least for four/five hours per week, but that too gets missed. Had started a novel, it's only 60% covered, I do still have 40% more to go. Studies need a regular plan and need to maintain a dedicated time for attention and focus, as you gotta dive deeper for sure to get the highest impact with minimal duration. So yeah, gotta be super serious with thee behavious.
Mental and physical health. Mentally, I'm fucked up completely. Physically, I am pulling in as much as I can. Each and every night, I fight with the severe ache in my neck and head. They say to get proper sleep, take medicines, and cancel the last scan. Well, I must pull the trigger because this continuous stress on my physical health will make me suffer in the long run. Even the symptoms are already here before us, sadness is shown, doesn't do that instance, and there is the vulnerable shell and bash didi.
This time, I am super motivated, and perhaps they too are in deep shits. I will make sure I give a chunk of my time to the studies because, without completing the syllabus I won't be able to sit for the ultimate tests. I started already, many promised to join. I wanna tweak around as I will be going top that protocol from before.
So yeah, Work-life Balance: This is the time since you started to complete the project that might solve an issue with free servers* there isn't any balance actually, it's like get in fast to score a fast scene. So far, I had prioritised them over a few things. Now those got sorted out, and both parties are getting simpler and other possibsmediatores? What about modsec capability? and other CRS-powered WAFs that aren't synced out of the box, where I walked out
In the midst of everything, the soul has to leave and go somewhere very, very, very far from mess and organise accordingly. Tired soul, sleepy eyes, continuous headache, but still I'm moving forward.
Take Care,
Keep me in your prayers
