Hi, guys!
I continue to stick to the plan in all areas of my life, and now I need to hold on to it for three months so that everything works out with my book project. I don’t know how much faith I have in myself, probably not very much, because I can’t really catch the confidence that I’m really working for a result, it seems to me that this is not happening to me and I don’t know if anything will come of it in the end. I want to believe that it will, but in fact I don’t know.
By the end, I’m already very tired, and I don’t know how this whole story will end. I understand that if there is no ending like I’m hoping for, then I won’t know what to do next. I’ll probably just be in shock for a while and won’t do anything at all, I’ll be collecting myself piece by piece again. But I hope that everything will end well and my novel will be accepted by a publishing house. I’ve been working on this for a whole year and my work deserves attention. I hope that it will get it.
AndMy supervisor says that everything is fine with the text, all that remains is for not only her to see it, but also the publisher. Now I need to put in maximum effort to ensure that in three months the book is actually finished and ready for publication. I can't be nervous, I can't worry too much about the end result, I just need to concentrate. I realized that now I can't put too much pressure on myself, otherwise everything will go wrong. On the contrary, I need to relax and devote maximum effort to myself and my book.
I don't know what to do with sports, because now I feel like they hinder me more than they help. I even want to quit again. Maybe I should switch from canvas to pole dancing and walk near my house. This thought just occurred to me. Maybe it will be easier for me. But I haven't thought about it thoroughly yet. Maybe I'll talk to my coach about it, maybe it will be better.
Have a great day everyone!