For @daily.prompt/1-march-2025-mariannewests-freewrite-writing-prompt-day-2662-talented-idiot
I'm such a talented idiot. Legit. I resist understanding how to be more successful.
I mean. no. I dunno. But listen, i think I'm pretty smart. And I think I'm
oh I dunno
I do recognize that I resist the idea that I should take any steps to...to what...
I dunno. I am right? no? I like my agents. This is what I'm talking about. I like my agents. They don't give up on me. Maybe there's other agents out there who could get me more auditions or bigger auditions. I would like to audition 5 times a week...and maintain my level of success... I legit book, like 10% of my auditions. I dunno. Maybe not... do I? I've book 33% of the auditions I've had in... well, that's not true. I haven't booked it yet. I'm on avail. Which, to me, is as good as a booking. It's not really I suppose. There's no money yet, and that matters, and maybe it just means I'm their 3rd choice, not their first, but still it means that they like me well enough to cast me, if everything else works out. And that's as good as booking it as far as my "am i good enough" criteria go.
What's my point here? It's all about ME babeee.
I gotta go soon. I'm gonna go to rehearsal and then help a friend move, and I'll leave all these other things behind. yup. I have more to do than I have time left to do them in.