I Learned How To Fight Back When I Fall Down.

When we fall, we learn to get up. And after getting up, we will learn how to fight..

We will not always say we are weak. Not all the time, we are strong. Me, when I stumble I rest for a while. After a break, I'm back to the challenge of life. I don't want when I stumble, I'm just there. I also don't want that when I fall I won't try to get up again. We are here for the challenge of life, we are here for the reality that you can't just be weak. That you can't just be there, that you can't not know how to keep up with the challenges of life that we face. That's why, they have a saying, that if you are weak, you lose and that is true.

It is true that we are not always weak, but what can our mindset do? In the end who loses? In the end who is poor? Nobody but us, right? In the end, if we stay in that mindset, we can't do anything but curl up in the corner and think about where we went wrong, and where we didn't do something right, which is also wrong. We have no sin, we know that. But it's so wrong to think, "Oh no, we're not right here.", hey look. There is no wrong, and there is no right okay? Don't think that there will be no destination, especially if you dedicated your tears, sweat, and hard work for that matter. Even me, I have this mindset where sometimes I don't know what to do. I'm too down to go on, and to do everything. I was thinking, what if I just give it up? I'm full of what ifs, I'm full of doubts. So in the end, I'm the one struggling with my own decision that I have to choose because of my mindset.

I'm the type of person that sometimes it's better for me to give up right away, or l backed out. Not because I'm weak, but yes. I have a weakness for things that I cannot explain further. What I can do is to promise myself that I am still fighting everything and I am still breathing everyday. It was a good feeling when we learned how to fight back despite everything. Especially when there are many problems, but we still choose to continue and to go on. It's hard, especially when we don't know what to do anymore. You're just stuck in the part that you will ask yourself non-stop just because of the path that you take. Friend, there is nothing wrong with the path you chose, okay?

Even me, I can't deny the fact that I'm having trouble choosing what I want, sometimes I don't feel that I am not motivated, sometimes motivated and sometimes 50/50.

But despite everything, I'm still willing to do the things that I want to do. I want to reach my limit and I want to make sure that no matter how hard the life is, my motvation will stay, and it will be forever stayed.