Heavy week, you would think that as I advance in graduate school everything is easier, I am feeling the opposite. With this theme if I would like to visualize myself to stop torturing myself with this current situation, I also wanted to approach with a super nice and hopeful song, to fill me with good vibes.
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@eudarcabello and this time to participate in week 287 which is titled The future. I didn't want to leave this post to the last minute, I always do my best to keep posting early in the week, this time I didn't want to miss, I hope to be on time from now on, I really do. Postgraduate stuff is driving me crazy, I've been busy too, with graduate work. Remembering that they gave me the opportunity to continue with this postgraduate degree in Marine Biology, so it's time to continue giving it all with all this, after all if I want to achieve this master's degree and maybe now if I manage to fall in love with the marine area. The song selected for this week turned out to be the best one for this week and it goes the thematic if it refers, if it seems to me ideal the song, according to me. I continue with the same dynamic of not practicing as much as I should the songs, this is the song that serves as the first opening for the anime of Inuyasha which is titled "The world I have to change". I didn't want to keep thinking to see if I could come up with another song, I've done it before, I thought I mastered the lyrics to perfection, it got a little more complicated than expected. Super happy with how my choice for this theme turned out, I definitely needed to do it, to have this more relaxed vibe, although I don't think I sounded good at all and I respect if you don't like my post.
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The thing about the future is that it is tormenting me for no reason, after what happens, I just have to see how to continue with the result. If I pass, now I would be a year away from finishing my graduate degree and I would have a lot of subjects finished, as well as the project, so that I would be ready to do my graduate work as such. Now if I fail, I will be free from the stress of continuing to try to make the marine area my own, when clearly there is still no compatibility for its study.
The thing is that in theory everything that happens will be for the best, if they put me to choose what I would really want, I do not know, I guess just to not end badly with the rest of involved for me to do this postgraduate if I should pass, it is definitely what I try. Although the peace of having tried everything, but not torturing me anymore also sounds great, I just hope I don't keep tormenting myself with trying to see my near future and look forward to it with peace of mind.
I try to let all the things in my life flow, I might try to force everything a little bit, like with the Marine Biology postgraduate course or trying to be constant in Hive, but whatever ends up turning out, I know I will know how to accept it. Grateful for all the good things that have happened to me and the bad things that I have gotten rid of, for your support, I hope you also visit my other posts, good luck with your content and see you next week.
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