When I thought that everything was getting better, I managed to pass a subject that I had been doing poorly, now the one that I had been doing better went downhill because of the presentation of the project, let's say the most important evaluation of the whole postgraduate course and I ruined it.
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@eudarcabello and this time to participate in week 258 which is titled Under my skin. I didn't want to leave this post for the last minute but I had no other option, I'll probably be more busy with the postgraduate course, I hope to improve with the posts in the future, I tried but it was complicated, not to mention that now is the time of constant evaluations for the last subjects that I have left. It ended up being comforting to do this song, it definitely helped me to release some stress, I continue with the same dynamic of not practicing as much as I should the songs and less now with the postgraduate on top, it is the theme popularized by the Spanish singer Enmanuel titled "Everything collapsed inside me" . This ended up being the choice and without a doubt I needed to do it, in many parts the song tends to be Everything collapsed, just like that, but this is how I met her, although I don't think I sounded good at all, according to me there couldn't be a better song that I could think of for this theme and I respect if you don't think the same thing.
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You know what is the funniest thing? That the order of exhibitors was supposed to be the ones who presented the best the first time, so I guess this was their prize. For me it was the worst thing possible, I swear I know it's not a nightmare because I know my head could not recreate this fatal scenario for my life.
I used to be recognized for my good presentations of the topics I presented, just when now I need to exploit to the maximum that virtue that I thought I had, I fail. I was humiliated as a professional, I really want to get out of everything that has to do with my profession and go back to when I was a cameraman or some job that did not need intelligence at all, because today I felt that it does not exist in me.
I try to let all the things in my life flow, I might try to force everything a little bit, like with the Marine Biology postgraduate course or trying to be constant in Hive, but whatever ends up turning out, I know I will know how to accept it. Grateful for all the good things that have happened to me and the bad things that I have gotten rid of, for your support, I hope you also visit my other posts, good luck with your content and see you next week.
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