Am a guy losing my mind my idea of serenity has been stained by the reality of my very being, i sit here typing this and my head aching my groin paining and my thoughts shady the river flowing cant calm me no more , i need help but they say i have to be patient they say am going insane they say this hernia isn't an hernia but i know it is. The doctors only prescribe painkillers but the pain is killing and they tell me am fine.