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Hello to the humans of this chaotically beautiful world. It is yet another day, with bit of special things i.e. Hive Power Up Day. Although, I made the biggest HPUD of all time; but the thing is, I am not happy as I used to be. Like there was a time when I staked my first 10 Hive, and man it felt so heavenly. Then there was this time when I made a staking of 50, like three or four months back, it was good too. But now, it does not feel the same. Maybe because Lionel Messi has retired from international football. Ah, I know I am hiding from the fact that things feel different after time.

First Things First

Lol, like seriously, this is not my type. Or at least, I do not want to makeall glommy here.

So, talk about Messi, today, we will be going for a football match. Maybe, God's plan to cheer up the mood. As football is something, I still enjoy the most. Pre and post match vibes are just pure vibes. We will be sharing laughters and nothing else. So I am just excited for it. I am already done with today's work, and done with little bit of laundry. Now after some Hivian stuff, I will be enjoying little peace.

Now with Hive Talks

Just like July, September turned out really well for me. My target for Hive Power, for August, was 3,000. And guess what? I managed to stake 500 extra. Extra is not the right word here, but I cannot think of a better one. Lol! As of now, I am receiving 4,500 of delegation from two Hivians. Great people, right? Of course, for me they are because they have played quite a role for me. And with Ecency points, I always keep 200+ of HP incoming delegation.

For this year, my target was 6,000 HP. I started this back in March, and at that time, it felt like a dream. But, as of now, I might go for 8,000 or maybe 10,000 of mine. At present, my short-term goal is simple: surpassing $0.020 threshold. I just upvoted few posts, and checked that I am in-between "0.015/0.016." It keeps on changing, lol. But maybe, now it is at 0.016. For the long-term goal? Well I am here until Hive exists. At least, this is what my mind and heart says.

For next month, I am vouching for 1,200 Hive staking, or maybe more. As I always say: I am more of a dead fish. Or to put it more positively: wherever the air takes me. Because this plan thing does not workout for me well. It is mostly the unplanned happenings which make the wheel move for me.

Worldly Affairs

A day or two back, I wrote about my Summer vacation teaching experience. So yes, I am not a teacher anymore. As of now, I am providing services on InDrive (online taxi platform); and ironically, I find it more fun. I get to meet new people all day long. Sometimes, the ride is all boring and not a single word. The other, the passenger and I keep on sharing like we are some big fishes. But yes, at least for now, I am enjoying every bit of it. Maybe by next month, I already have another job. So who knows. If there is one thing to do, is to try different things in life.

Back to DeepLess SeriousNess

I cannot let is surpass without writing more about it.

I find it funny that when I look at my Hive Power now, I sometimes forget how impossible these numbers to me one. My first 10 Hive felt great, then 50 felt like huge, and here I am talking about 10,000 like I am thinking of simple food. Lol! Maybe this is what life is all about.

We keep moving the finish line. What once made us completely happy eventually becomes normal. And by then, we start chasing the next number. However, without this goal and competition thing, I find no meaning in life.

This part reminds me of a short story: "The Other Side of the Hedge." The story is all about the inability to stop moving forward, competition and advancement. The narrator belongs to the "road." A road where everyone keeps walking forward, measuring every step and progress, competing and treating movement itself as a sort of citure. Then, he crosses the hedge, he enters another world where people are not like this. They are not obsessed woith advancement, competition or getting somewhere. And he finds it so uncomfortable because he has been seeing all those things since existence. Same is the case with us. We see world, and we live in search for meaning.

We saw this one thing, and then I will be good to rest. But that "one thing" never stops. And do not let it to stop.