If I'm wrong, teach me with actions ... ||LOH-190

If there was, a circumstance that recently about my name day 60 and over, impacted me, and today I want to share with you, my way of coping with these changes that have left me thinking very seriously about that emotional encounter I have had now turning 60 and over with my inner teenager of 15 years; all full of fears and complexes, ...

And I reflected, but I wanted to share my story with you and invite you to do the same.

At the age of 15, if I talk about the age that is expressed differently for everyone, I would say so many things to my inner young girl; but above all I would give her the answers that I did not know and that I had to discover alone, very quietly and with fear.

I would tell her that life is a macabre game and that you have to prepare for surprises, sometimes not so good; that nothing is said, that as I thought it was so; everything could be different from what I was told or saw!, on others, even if they called me weird, fat or crazy.

I would tell her, that she will think well before doing things, that she will not let herself be pressured by a certain guy who was asking her for "the proof of love" because it would be one of her worst decisions, to think well.

I would tell her to be very strong with the death of her dad, that because you have children now, you still can't fall, much less grieve, so let's continue.

That I didn't need what others do to be happy, because happiness is finally different for everyone. I would have told her not to be so rigid, so strict with herself, not to mistreat herself so much; that she would not study others because the 20 points, or getting the highest grade were not the goal and that she chose to do what she wanted, even when the truth police, the opinion experts of their own right said the opposite.

So don't be silent when something bothers you

Because your silence doesn't help you, it just confuses you more and makes you assume things like that aren't really.

In short, this story with its respective scripts that @ifarmgirl I'm talking about have changed my lifestyle, because today the 15-year-old inner teenager tells the 60-year-old adult and something else that I am, to live intensely the remaining time of the macabre life, after having learned that it is still full of many surprises and that not all of them are good let me be me, and if I'm wrong teach me with actions; that the road is very short and death is the end of everything you dreamed of.

Janitze.