Faking dementia is...

Disorder of surprise, almost always acted. They are going to ask us why the disorder caught us by surprise. And in general, one knows what the oversight was, the place where he left something open. And when it happens, we give explanations, we invent pretexts and you know what? The consequences will not forgive us and will not even look at us while we justify ourselves.

In general, one knows where we get careless, maybe it happened because we left the window closed badly and suddenly a strong windstorm came and opened the window and blew the vase on the table, the papers get wet and fly out and our head is always looking for a culprit external to the wind and... Be very careful because the wind does not depend on us, but make sure to close the window well, if it depends on us.

Let's imagine a person who shoots with a bow and arrow, chooses the angle, calculates, aims freely and the arrow is no longer his, nor did he shoot at the target because the air, the distance chooses the rest and the mistake is that the arrow does not hit the target and one says I had nothing to do and this is where we enter the field of guilt and responsibility because guilt looks back and looks for someone to punish and responsibility looks forward and asks ❓ what do I have to do so that what has already happened is not repeated, ahhh and the classic is to pretend insanity before surprise is like the national and international sport of Mr. EGO, that is, acted surprise, and not admitting that the arrow did not hit the target.

Terrible!!... It is to justify the unjustifiable, or to take charge!! And sometimes they act distracted and look the other way!! ...haha haha...The famous * it wasn't me!! or it's the cow's fault*.

What you feel and don't put a name to it, it's still taking its toll on you. It shows in how you sleep, in how you respond to yours, in that tiredness that no weekend manages to repair. Sometimes change doesn't start with a big decision or with a perfect Monday to "start over". It starts with something much simpler: a message.

There are people who have fallen down and got up quickly because they “had to keep going”, and everyone celebrated their strength. The detail? Probably nothing has ever healed inside. He buried the blow, put on the strong suit, and now lives carrying the fear that what is behind his strength will be noticed, because the character of ”the one who could with everything" does not allow him to break down.

Look, the truth is that standing up without healing is the most dangerous fall of all, because no one sees it coming, not even oneself. That's why it's better to stop measuring yourself with someone else's stopwatch, because every process has its rhythm and yours is yours, and mine is mine. It's that simple.

Janitze 🌴