Hello my people, it's your humble lad 
How are you all doing toda? I hope you are not having a hard time cause I think I did thinking about my greatest fear, it was like when I think about one, and I think it is my greatest fear, I will think of another and then it will look greater than the other, but after all, I had to conclude with one which is....
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Week 15:- Edition 01:- #hl-exclusive & #hl-w15e1
Life is easy and at the same time it is complex, what did I say so? It becomes easier for us when we make decisions that are right, our plans just go smoothly, like it's not a big deal...
But look at some cases whereby we make wrong decisions, it is like trying to fix a problem and then creating another unconsciously, which will take another time to firstly realize before solving the problems...
I hate it so bad when I am not ready for something and I am being forced to do it, you make me start what I know that I can't finish, I don't feel comfortable, I feel the fear from within griping all the parts of my body one after the other, and soon as it enters my head, I become lost and confused, I'll barely know or understand what I am doing...
Recently, there is this relationship I want to enter, I don't know if it is because of it is my greatest fear to start what I can't finish, I don't know where tomorrow will lead us to, what of it doesn't work? What if it crashes on the way? What if a quarrels that seems like a Porsche with no break felling unstoppable?
Just different thoughts running through my head, a lot of what if questions, sometimes, I feel like, what if I start a business and it doesn't end well, what if there is no gain as people are hyping it, Just a lot of what if questions popping up in the head...
Starting what I can't finish is like cooking on a gas cooker, knowing that the gas might soon finish, but you are just hoping, assuming that it will be enough for you, you can't tell if it's already time or it's breeze that is blowing the fire, if you mistakenly reduce the heater and let me say leave where you are cooking and come back seeing that the heater is low and then your food is not yet done, your heart will first cut, until you check it before you can confirm if it's finished or realize that it was low...
And the problem is that I now hate assumptions, I prefer to be clear in other not to go and do what I can't finish, I so hate embarrassment in my life, and doing what you can't finish will birth embarrassment...
How I just hope and pray that God help me in every decision I am making, that I don't make any out of a canal mind and then start what i can't finish...
Sometimes this one reason not to want to move with stupid and women and lack vision and mission for their lives, they can make you do anything with them, as a man, you will understand what I a talking about, it's not like resisting it is not an option, but for some reserved reasons, we just let stupid things happen, what if something productive come out of it (a child, pikin), will you be ready to start a family or ask for abortion?
*Those things you are sure that you can't finish if you out head in, pls just don't put head, you don't know what can happen, follow your positive vibes and lower the volume of negative vibes...
Have a blissful week, remember that God and Zara loves you... *
