Are you really worth the pain?
Are you really worth the money?
Are you really worth the risk?
Do you think this is funny?
No, you destroy me
No, you waste it all
No, I break every creed
You laugh as though I'm just a fool
Why did I even bother?
Why did I try my best?
Why did I give you everything?
When you just left me a mess
I bothered because I cared
I tried because I dared
I gave you all I had
Even when you became a drag
Why did I let you in?
Why did I manage to fall again?
Why did I feel so high?
When all you brought was pain
I thought you'd be the one
I fell because I could
The emotional need kept me afloat
You were the master of my boat
Do I regret trying again?
Do I regret everything?
The simple answer is no
I would do it all again through blistering heat, pouring rain and snow
By Ethan
2017/10/06