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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as shy and within this worry how my words would be seen by others
I forgive myself that I haven’t seen realised and understood how I would as a child literally have throat problems and loose my voice because of how I am seeing myself as not able to say anything of any real value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my voice as not nice when I hear myself on a recording
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to change my voice and the tone thereof when speaking to others
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to express myself without fear of how I will be judged because of how I have also judged others and how they speak or what they say
I commit myself to whenever I experience myself as holding back or hesitating in a form of energy that has become so programmed and familiar to me, I stop and breathe and realign myself here in the moment of fear and finally face it and slow down enough so that I can actually say what I say without fear or hesitation and I commit myself to keep practicing this until the program exists in mr no longer