In To Me ‘I’ See

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear initimacy in that I find it difficult to open about myself with others that I claim to be close to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a type of annoyance with others that are affectionate with me, in that I may shy away or feel awkward when they show affection towards me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the past want to give up on another because I have assumed that things are not the same because the initial energy has gone and within this I make an assumption that there is no intimacy or affection any longer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel awkward about sharing myself with another, because within this I have created a belief that I am in a weakened position.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others and how their relationships are in my minds eye.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for how I experience myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an imagination of how I believe things should be.

I commit myself to be aware of all things that move me in energy - in that when ever something comes up that causes me to react in a way that is not best for all, I commit myself to flag the reaction and breathe and bring myself here, to a point of forgiveness here within and as me. I commit myself to make myself a part of all things and work from there as a starting point of best for all.