Free

To see her smile live and direct, those were my plans for tonight, a dinner for two, a shared desire....

A desire that forked in the road, silly differences that separate people. Well, it's not so bad after all, tonight I stay only with me.

My hands in his hands, his hands in mine, restless hands that want to express feelings and awaken sensations... Magic of intimacy that is not shared with just anyone, this time it remained an unfulfilled wish, better times will come, tonight then I am dedicating it to myself, taking advantage of the fact that I never separate from myself, although that does not imply that I has not abandoned me many times.

These have been difficult days, exhausting, full of family tension, worries, occupations and stress. I have slept, but I have not rested.

Today I finally take a break, a moment to relax, although it was not as I imagined or as I planned it days ago, everything changed for a silly thing, a single wrong step can change everything, that's no secret to anyone.

In spite of everything, it's not a bad moment, I'll watch a movie, which by the way I haven't seen a complete one for a long time, and I'll listen to some music.

The way I feel right now, I identify with the phrase:

I like to walk lightly through the world, although some situations overwhelm me, I always look for moments and spaces to feel good, in tranquility, peace and fullness, I do not always succeed, it is not always easy, but the worst thing is not even trying.