"Intoxicating Oblivion"

"One Last Drink"

In this pitch-black night tide
I am accompanied by a bottle of liquor
Flustered and confused.
The reasoning of where you are, and what occurred?
What did I lack in? What did I do wrong?
Why do I have to feel this heart-wrenching torment?
Eight years of warm closeness,
Ceased to exist in an instant
You just left me on a whim,
Don't expect that you will have someone to go back to.
Two years I count.
Two years I waited.
I'm sorry but I am tired of this.
I'm tired of hoping you will return.
I'm tired of waiting you will be back to me.
The dreams we had together are now in oblivion,
Our memories I now denounce.
As the moon sets and sun rises, I shall forget you...
I will try my hardest to forget you...
In each shot, I take in, until I pass out.
For I shall end everything here and now.
This is to help mend the heart you broke and shattered.
One shot for the time we had together.
From the day we first caught a glimpse of each other
To the day we knew each other.
Up to the times we shared our hobbies and our likes.
Even our views of the world.
Up to the things we both experienced for the first time,
That will never occur in the days to come>
One shot for the laughs we chuckled on hand in hand
The laughter that was filled with love.
Chuckles that witnessed our blossoming love,
That is impossible to happen in the coming days.
One more shot, for the tears that forged our relationship stronger.
Tears that paved a way to know each other's heart.
Now serves as a way to erase the love we once had.
One more shot, so I can forget.
I shall drown my heart in liquor and tears.
I shall let fate decide my future.
with that my love for you may fade.
Maybe tomorrow I will forget you already.
For now, this will be my last shot,
But why does my heart still scream out for you....

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