So I am just gonna say this, my weekend did start on Friday and it was a mixed bag.Yeah I was in a different state for a friend's wedding, and I am really so happy that everything turned out well. The wedding was beautiful like really beautiful and the couple looked so happy, that something I always like to see.
Yeah,but Saturday was also a memorable day, and it was not just for the couple alone, but also for everyone who came to celebrate with them. You see there was so much love and joy in the air, and it was really infectious, you can imagine what that means ,see I was so happy to be there and to celebrate with my friend.
But, even as happy as I was, I had some not so great news. Yeah,my monthly visitor came visiting after many months of not seeing it and I will tell you that it was not welcome because I was not even expecting the damn thing to come when I was not at home, and yes if course it really threw me off.
Well I am stuck here now, and I am not exactly thrilled about it ,I was really looking forward to going back home, but now I am stuck here, dealing with my flow, and to even make matters even worse, I bleed a lot, so it is not exactly easy for me to travel at all ,that is why I said I am stucked here, God help me ……
You see sometimes I wish I was not a woman, just so I would not have to deal with all this stuff yeah, but I know that is not even possible because I am still a girl and I have to deal with it, so I am just stuck here, dealing with this. I sure know I will be spending more than I had budgeted for , but I only pray that God helps me in this days.
It is Sunday today, and I am just bedridden. So I am not really feeling up to doing anything much, not that I have something to do here in the first place,except maybe sleeping and eating. And, even that is a struggle a big one for that matter.
See I just hope you all had a better weekend than me. I am really looking forward to going back home and getting back to my normal thing I do at home,. This weekend has been really challenging ffor me, but I am just hoping that next weekend will be better even though I will be in school by God's special grace.
Yeah I know that everyone has one or two things in which they struggles at even challenges they have and I am not unique in that sense.but somehow, sometimes it feels like everything is just piling up on me, and I don't know how to deal with it all.
See me well,I am just taking things one day at a time, and trying to focus on the positive. I know that this too shall pass, and that there are better days are ahead surely.
Even though I just wish that I could fast forward through this part of my cycle, and get to the good part but I know that that is not possible, so I am just stuck here, dealing with my period eehnnn….
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