What we had sparked abruptly
you were broken and I came
just as you were falling apart
I fixed what was bits of you
but I did not mind that
I made you bloom again as you breath life
to my heart and made it beat again
you jumpstarted the loneliness my heart felt
and made it alive again
it is as if we've known each other for so long
we talked like there is no tomorrow
we made each other its world
but then...
Your hang ups made us crumble
I was fool enough to believe
that in the end we could be something, together
all are lies
you made me hope that our love would prosper
I believed when you said you love me, I felt that
but why did you make me hope?
why did you lie?
why did you break my heart?
I told you I'd wait when you'd be ready to be with me
we just had to make things right
for me, you didn't fight
why didn't you come back?
I thought it's me you love?
I was just right here waiting
even as the beat turned into stabbing of my heart
as you kept me hanging everytime
I still remained hopeful.
Sleepness nights
drinks
cigarettes
were my buddies
as I embraced insanity
of you that happened
then in the end I became broken
I lost myself and was emptied
in loneliness I just let me bleed.
I suddenly stopped and stared blanky in my empty room
slapped with the truth that I should now let go
she didn't choose me and off she go
I prayed to the heavens to ease the pain
and be able to start again.
we had to part ways, no longer communicate
just so to prevent more ache.
For what it's worth
I will never stop loving you
you will always be a part of me
in my heart
until the end...
