And I said, oh, my gosh, I can't believe what's already here. So thank you for, that's such confirmation to me. I do believe it will be out one day, but it's just still unfolding.
So anyway, I just want to, that was a very long story, but that is my main story. This is actually what I speak on when I do go and speak places, even with my book drafted. I bring it back to this and to the testimonies from this because this is the spiritual war we're in.
And I know it. I wouldn't have known it otherwise if God didn't speak all this to me ahead of time. And not only that, this is what has given me, I love how you said, Nurse Michelle, about the word hope and being careful of using that.
I really love how you explain that. But I have to use the word, I am going to use it now because this is what has given me hope in these times of the chaos and the darkness. God told me, okay, the heart surgery is going to happen, but the healing and restoration will follow.
And I have really held on to that in times when I doubted, right when we got home from this tour. And then COVID broke out and we were a couple months in. I was really upset and I said, God, what in the, this is the complete opposite of what you told me and what we just gave our life for a year, praying for healing of this nation.
And this is the complete opposite. It's horrible what this all looks like right now. And it just made, I just didn't understand.
And he reminded me, I'll never forget. He said, what did I tell you? He said, I said the heart surgery is going to happen, but the healing and restoration will follow. And he gave me a vision of the United States mass, almost as a person having a heart attack.
