“A sick thought can devour the body's flesh more than fever or consumption.”
Writing everyday on Steemit has brought me so much, and I never would have thought that it would one day turn into a passion. Words aren’t enough to express how beyond thankful I am for this platform and the amazing people I had the chance to interact on here with.
However my mental and physical health are on the verge of collapsing and I can’t keep up no more. The last few months have been extremely hard and I am inches away from falling apart. Luckily I only have 6 days of school left before I can give my mind a rest and start seeking help. In spite of the very healthy lifestyle that I lead, my mind is in a constant state of extreme psychological pain. I will do my best to figure out what is going on inside my brain and put into place the proper measures to be at a stable place, because I can no longer go through life like this. I don’t wish this mental insanity upon my worst enemy. I may look and act normal, and that’s the power of invisible wounds. Deep under the surface I am drowning -300 feet underwater.
I will be back.
Until then I wish you nothing but health to each and everyone of you.
Health is the most precious thing in the world. I’d give anything, absolutely anything to have it.
Endless Love 💜
Sab