Fall in love!!
Whenever I saw her name on my phone, I smiled more gracefully than ever. Talking to her, I was so excited that no word can define it. Her thoughts started taking me into a state of euphoria. I developed a sense of security, genuine happiness, fulfillment. I felt the warmth of a hand that I believed to surround me in every area of my life... Furthermore, I had never experienced this before, all I know about love is just a few books or from movies. Furthermore, I could hardly believe those feelings... but then when I was falling in love, I myself could feel the inner peace that this feeling gives you.
But the sad thing is that we are no longer together. It's never a break-up because we've never had a proposal... all we did was to open up about our feelings for each other when we felt like it. Although initially she had some interest in me, she said it was not love… it was just an attraction to that person… but for me, I believe I had started liking her. No one else has ever felt that special feeling for her... When she told me about his last feelings, I was disappointed... I was happy for her and I wished her all the best. She is very happy these days, and I find myself happy seeing her happy.
I don't know if I had virtually fallen in love, however the ones emotions had been new to me, and it became very precious. Now I have lost it... Frankly yes I was sad about myself but happy for her. Those feelings never came back since we parted ways. And those experiences gave me a way to think more maturely about love, life, and the ways forward. Thanks Subreen for those experiences.
You were a very good friend.