Being so young-- I'll be 34 in October-- makes it hard for me to qualify for disability. As if my anxiety/depression weren't bad enough. And working just isn't possible due to the hold anxiety has over

For Pap -- You are all alone among us. Your mind is not your own. I cannot comfort you in the way I did Grammy by shaving my head. I cannot turn my memory off, I cannot lose sight of mechanics or at least

I can honestly say at this point in my life that I am a poster child for Anxiety. I suppose that the pest has been there all along. I always thought it was some sort of nervous problem, but was diagnosed

Coughs Pains in my chest I'm feeling distressed Afraid I'm going to die again Trying to fight panic Why must this be all so dramatic? Will it take passing on to be free? Shortness of breath Trust me, I'm

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Anxiety Attack Body being attacked Monster in the brain Unseen on the outside Made to feel guilty when you complain Fight or flight in motion Must keep it together for the rest Trying to avoid the psych

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Mouthful Walk a mile in my shoes Living daily to pay my dues Being told to get out of my own head But I don't know how and am filled with dread Anxiety taking me down like a sumo wrestler Physically ill

Ape Face and Margaret Ape Face and Margaret Picked their plenty fee Taunting all of the little people And whistling in glee Satan allowed them to choose what they would do Hurting others seemed like fun

Wretch, Master, and Underdog A wondrous eye looks upon the Wretch A peculiar stench has been brought forth from her minions Her ruler has bid adieu for a short while She takes comfort in picking on the

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

I Get Off I get off on electric guitars Eighties music And classic cars I get off on older jeeps Romance novels And dream full sleeps I get off on a guys voice Ripped blue jeans And cowboy boots I get

As I Ramble on This Night A diagnosis in March A bald head in May Seeing the inside of the Chemo room Has given me a different understanding Being the driver for someone so sweet Memories made in a time

Demons The demons in my head hear the whispers from my heart They mock me and they taunt me Flaunting all of my old scars The tears that fall from my eyes are a reminder of my fate To drown in every spilt

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various

Sharing a chapter each day, I would like to showcase my first romance novella Undercover Lovers (The Tuxedo Affair). This book was released back in 2014 and is one of 4 other novellas which span various