I believe the most beautiful, magical, intuitive parts of me are woven together and attached to the most sensitive, tender, vulnerable parts of my heart and soul.
The greatest gift I can give myself is full and complete acceptance of my sensitivity which includes the lovely parts as well as the dark and wildly chaotic parts.
My sensitivity almost swallowed me up today, I almost drowned. I had to fight so hard to stay above water and upon reflection maybe the real issue wasn't being swallowed up.... The issue was my resistance. Fighting against it rather than surrendering to it, accepting it, and loving myself unconditionally until I was comfortably back on dry land.
It's ok to go under the water sometimes, maybe sinking to the bottom of it all is where we find the treasure, the gold buried deep within us.
It's very clear that I need to stop trying to be so fucking perfect all the time. I need to let myself sink from time to time and surrender to the process. I need to allow my emotions to be acknowledged felt, accepted and then released. They can't move when I resist, judge and let the fear that if I go to this place no one will love and accept me (because I don't yet love and accept me in this space.)
Love, acceptance, patience, surrender. LOVE, ACCEPTANCE, PATIENCE, SURRENDER. This will be my mantra.