I am a high school student who just finished his job as a high school student. Graduation is a sign of separation and the start of a new beginning for my life. The struggle I have to take is not as easy as I thought. Looking for university is the hardest thing I've ever experienced so far.
"The participant named Maulana Idham was declared a failure in the new student admission" written on the announcement screen in red indicating that I failed in the student admission path.
"Failed again well, hm .. I don't know what else to do ... I've registered many times but no one wants to accept me" I said with a disappointed smile.
I saw many friends who had been accepted at the university which were not their top priority. They only come from a major with the principle of 'important college'. I don't want to be a person who is easily resigned like them. Even though I failed five times, I still struggled to be accepted in the college that I wanted.

That day I ran the SBMPTN test, one of the paths that had the greatest chance of being accepted, if we could develop the right strategy. With my usual ordinary abilities, I didn't really expect to be accepted in a college that has a high ranking.
"What about dham? Where do you go, SBM? "Asked one of my friends who had been accepted at a university
"The richness of Unibraw is, but I'm not sure I can deliver there either," I said
"Don't be like that, you have to be passionate!" He said encouraging me
I also struggled early in the morning even night so that I could be admitted to Brawijaya University. Sometimes when my friends invite me out to just hang out and play, I reject them for learning reasons. Even though I really want to come with them. Then a few days after the next test, my parents told me to register at one of the health schools in my city.
I'm very confused, I don't even have the slightest interest in health. Even seeing a doctor, I don't dare. I also want to reject the wishes of my parents. I also did the test to enter the health school with random origin. Even I am sure that I will not be accepted there. The course I took was voice therapy, I didn't know what kind of department it was, and how it worked.
A few weeks later, the announcement from the SBMPTN and the health school test were announced simultaneously. How shocked I was, the child who had been rejected at the university 5 times was finally accepted into two universities which were considered to have a high rank. I was accepted in both. How happy I am, but that momentary happiness turns into anxiety. Certainly my parents want me to go to the health school. But on the other hand I really want to enter UB. Finally after negotiating with my parents, I was forced to take health school. I was very disappointed, but I didn't want to be a rebellious child. So I decided to follow my parents' wishes.
And sure enough, I'm grateful to be able to attend that health school. There I learned many things, until finally I was able to graduate with a GPA that boasted my parents. I also worked in one of the leading hospitals in the city. If I took my own choice, could I succeed without the blessings of my parents?