Into the wild

We are just walking. Him and I. Just one more crossroad.Just one feeling. Just one moment.
Warm summer is shutting down and then cold north winds will bring rain, coldness that comes through our bones without any announcement. But we will stay still.
I went to deep dark wood. Without any star to bright my way.Leaving the crumbs for which I have recklessly believed that they will bring me back. All those men who came after me were eating same those crumbs. But they don't know that I will never feed them. They don't know that I'm not coming back. Not coming back to them.To myself. Never again.And they give up. So predictably they give up.
Two of us are in magic wood and without any shining star,we stay. I do believe in him that he knows the rules of the forest.I do believe he will find a way. Because he is not anybody.
He could not leave me, just like that. Could not leave me to these wild beasts. He hopes he will find bright wooden house so that he could bring me there to safety.
He who thinks that I'm a player. He who thinks that I will have 5 husbands, and leave all of them just giving crumbs as a charity to each one.
I don't want you to sell me just like that. To put me on bulletin board offering me someone better. You know I will not accept. And you know you can't make me accept.
I hope you know the right way.
I went to the woods after you.There are no crumbs to come back. Too weak to fight the beasts, too strong to give up.
I'm walking behind you.
Looking after you.
And it's up to you to make your moves.