Not all weekends are for parties or outings, because there are some that are meant for growing inward and for doing things we have owed ourselves for a long time. This weekend, and especially this Sunday, has been a literary Sunday.
I confess: life has given me two passions that, at first glance, seem to inhabit different planets. One is Neurology, my profession, that science that studies the brain, its labyrinths and its silences, and the other is poetry, that territory where words do not seek to explain the brain, but the soul. It is no secret to anyone that I share with my profession as a neurologist a passion for poetry, and I already have published books. However, each new project feels like the first one, with the same mixture of vertigo, respect, and absolute love.
I am in the planning stage of another book. It is not a process that can be forced, because poetry does not arrive by decree nor does it sit down to work at an exact time, but there are moments when one knows that it is the day. Today, while the city slept that lazy Sunday sleep, I woke up with a different clarity, because I knew that this Sunday I would give the final touches to this new literary child.
For that, I have placed my usual allies beside me. First, my lucky plant, which I do not know if it really brings fortune, but its mere presence anchors me. Seeing it there, green, stubborn, alive, reminds me that beautiful things grow in silence and with patience, and next to it, a chamomile tea.
This time no coffee, no energy drinks, just chamomile, with its soft steam, will be the perfect companion for introspection. Its aroma tells me that there is no hurry, that the right words will arrive when the inner noise fades, and, of course, some reference books that I need for the work, because writing poetry is not at odds with structure. Sometimes I need to return to the classics, to those masters who knew how to say so much with so little, to remember that precision is also a form of beauty.
I review the poems, I read them aloud, I rewrite them, and I let them rest. It is curious how, being a neurologist, sometimes it is hard for me to understand what happens in my own head when I write. Neurology has taught me that the brain is plastic, that it reorganizes itself, that emotions have a chemical basis, but poetry has taught me that there are things that do not fit in an electroencephalogram. There is a mystery in creation that no synapse fully explains, and that mystery is what keeps me here, on an ordinary Sunday, polishing verses as if they were little jewels.
It is not a sacrifice for me; it feels more like a privilege. While many see Sunday as the last breath before Monday, I see it as a sanctuary, as a day to not be a neurologist, nor a mother, nor a friend, only a poet with my words and my silences.
This literary Sunday has told me that life is not only lived outward, with achievements and schedules; it is also lived inward, in those intimate hours where no one sees you, but where you find yourself. And now, with the empty cup, the lucky plant watching, I feel enormous gratitude, because no party can compare to the peace of having done what the soul was crying out for.
Tomorrow I will return to the consultation, to reflexes, to clinical histories, but today, for a while, I have been only poetry, and that is also a way of healing.
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