I'm not confident person, I'm always shy in showing what's inside in my mind. I don't know how to state my expectations this coming 2020. Maybe because I'm not sure if my life will flow according to my thoughts. Even so, if I'll be asked what is my 2020 expectations...
I'm going to say that I hope my 2020 will be blooming. I want to make sure that this year will be my blooming year. Of course I know if I'll say blooming it will be package. My life will full of beauty, full of colours and full of wonderful things that will happen. Yes, I know it's very ambitious for me to say to have that kind of expectations. But who knows that God will give me chance to make my expectations come true.
From my previous years I know my life is wonderful. Maybe not too much but at least you can call it wonderful. I was alone and felt lonely of my life. Then, just this year I meet lot of people that considered them friends.
I have experience so much fun with them. We went to search food, we went to a place to have fun. My life is full of love because of these guy's. I'm older with them and I think it's the right time to make a move about my future.
Why I wanted it to be blooming? Well, of course my life is starting to bloom by meeting random people that became my friends. It motivates me to think about my future. I want to think of it soon so that I will still have the time to be with them and enjoy it again.
My girlfriend accepted me that I value friendship and she joins me in valuing them. We went to a place to enjoy our time together. She said this is the time to enjoy ourselves because next year will now be thinking about our future. Like building house, building a family, making source of income. We wanted to be together, not far to each other. We wanted to focus on earning money this year, so if ever will be lucky. We can build business together.
That's why my expectations in 2020 is so shy to state to the world. I wanted it to bloom, just like to have a job. Any kinds of job that will let me earn good money. My thoughts are fixed to find job, abroad or local. I'll be focus in looking for a job. Who knows that I will be given a chance to work a job and earn.
We don't know, maybe I could have my own land. I can build my own house and to build my own farm. I want to live in eco village where far from the polluted city. I want to make my children enjoy in living in eco village so that they will love their childhood life like I do.
I don't dream of cars, motorcycle will be fine to use in important matter. I don't dream of big house, small can be fine as long it can give us shelter. I want to have a small house so that we can always see each other if ever they'll go outside.
My expectations in life? Well, I think it's obvious. To have a decent job, to have my own family and to enjoy life with friends. I want to live near in our place so I can take good care of my mother. I want also to see my brothers and sisters sometimes. I don't want to make myself spend most of my days working. I want to spend it with so much enjoyment in life.
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