I always wondered what would I do if money was never a problem? Like will that ever happen? Am I really gonna be able to lead a life like that? I don't know actually if that's possible but if I think about it, then I have many things in my mind. Honestly, I don't want anything luxurious in my life. I just want to live peacefully with my family. I don't want to see my father worrying about money all the time, I don't want my mother to have to think twice before buying something she needs or wants, I don't want my brother to kill his desires.
I think if one day if we have enough then these worries will disappear. I just want my family to smile without worrying about bills or the future. I don't want to see them rushing every moment. To be honest, it would be the best thing if we had enough money. And what would I want? I think seeing them happy would make me happier than buying anything for myself. I have no desires other than seeing them happy.
I am still a student, I don't have any occupation at the moment and I also constantly worry about money all the time. I can't recall the last time I had bought something for myself, it's been years, it feels like I don't want anything anymore. I have been studying hard and thinking about "What can I do for my family?" Sometimes, I wonder if I will have to choose a path only because it pays well. If money didn't matter, I would only do the things that makes me happy, I would study the subjects that truly keeps me curious and having the wellness to learn. I would try to learn new skills just because I wanted to learn not because I needed good a job, also when I study I don't want to get good grades for a job. Actually, I don't want to care about grades anymore, because they can't define my intelligence.
When we have enough, I have a dream to live with my family in the forest or a mountain. There I want to build a tree house, also I want to us to live near a river. Then I want to have our own farm where we can grow vegetables. I would love to pluck vegetables and cook them with my mom. We would have animals as well, like cats, dogs, birds, cows, and more. I think my brother would love it because he is very fond of animals. Then, in the evening, I would love to go fishing with my dad. During night, I want to stay inside my tree house and stare at the sky. I would love to be that person who only finds happiness in simplicity.
I would also travel alone sometimes to different countries but not to collect photos for social media. I want travel because I want to understand new people, know their stories, try different kinds of foods and make friends from different cultures. Most importantly, I want to keep helping people however I can. I am a good listener, so listening to someone's worries I think I can do this for them and I know it can change their whole day, so why not? I believe, kindness does not always have to be grand.
If I didn't have to worry about money, I think my biggest dream would be to stay the same, to live a meaningful life. I want to keep spreading kindness wherever I go. I want make the world a little warmer.
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