Three lives? This looks amazing to imagine the possibilities of experiences that could have been explored through this. Let's move ahead one by one.
First one (The current One)
I would have surely selected the first one to be the current one, and I will be living the way I have been living so far. I would try to forget that I have two more to live. Thinking about those two might influence my current one, but I will try my best to be myself as much as I can to bring the current me throughout the rest of this one.
How is this one going?
Right now, getting grinded by life every day, every action of mine thinks twice before attempting it as I don't wanna create more chaos. Sometimes things get out of hand, and the unwanted consequences say hi to me. Right now, trying to play as safe as I can, tolerating the struggles of life within a limit. Sometimes it feels like breaking everything and being carefree of the outcomes, but I am chained by certain things.
Second One (Carefree Bird)
From the first one, all the suppressed wishes will be brought into action. Whatever action I was refrained from attempting will be done here, no thinking about the outcomes, completely reckless and carefree. I will taste every bit of my wishes where I was stopped in my previous run; this time, no excuse to escape. No matter which turmoil I go through, I will still be left with another life to move on with. I might be the bad boy that I have always avoided being titled for; I might be the enemy of many that I haven't engaged with before; I may kill one or two that irritates me the most in this life or have damaged me the most that I had forgiven. No mercy; every equation will be balanced, no matter how worse things end up being. I still have another life to live for. In short, this one will be the playground for my suppressed wishes and anger that I couldn't vent out on the first one.
Third one (End Game)
Here I will be a saint again; from the past two lives, I will be seeing which one was better. Obviously, I will choose the first one, no matter how enjoyable or reckless the second was. Leaving no stone unturned, I will be able to see the consequences of those attempts; bearing them in mind, I will pave my way for good, for the betterment of my afterlife, if the Almighty forgives the sins I have done in my second life. Will try my best to ask for forgiveness and devote myself to the betterment of humankind and myself.
So yeah, that's how I will be spending my three lives. Some of us get to live three of them in one. I don't know what I am doing right now; things are like completely f**ked up here.
