Going for a tour, a long-anticipated one, gonna meet some new faces too so it's a matter of double happiness, one is for the tour and the other is for that meetup. After a lot of suspense, finally the day came for me, and guess what, my first step was the wrong one, hehe. While leaving home I forgot two of my necessary things, had to wait for them to reach me at the station and left. So, what's the reason behind this throwback? Because, it's one of my bad habits or bad luck that I often end up like this at the beginning of something, like a stumble waiting for me.
Just like I stated, I had the same stumble today again. Was trying something and guess what, I misplaced a few basic steps and boom! I got slapped hard, hehe. What a bad start to remembering this journey! And after all this, the heart wants to shout aloud, " Why always me? Why? Why can't I get a good start for a cheerful journey?" Hahaha, no matter how much we shout, things are not going to be undone.
Actually, we do forget our opportunities, our good starts, and moments when we were lucky. Isn't it? We do forget those moments, just rant at the bad ones, yeah. I do know all these psychological up-downs, but what to do, when I get hit, then there are no bounds of regrets, feels like piercing through the hard, hehe. And when the pain goes low then the head says it's all right, you gotta chill and work again to fix things.
So which period now I am? Floating in the middle, it's like the stock candles going green and red. With the green ones you are seeing a way to fix what's gone wrong and with the red ones, you are seeing yourself tanking again, hehe. Imagine the situation with a shorter time frame when every candle matters, hanging around the fine line, going up and down.
Actually, when such things occur, you gotta throw that feeling out, otherwise it's going to jam the rest of the things too. So for the betterment of the rest of your journey, you gotta leave that behind, like I did in the above-mentioned starting journey, rest of the tour went smoothly and was memorable for the lifetime. Wished to do the same for now too, don't know how far I can push this spirit but I can try my best for sure.
