People say, "There is silence before the coming of a storm." So when you see someone being silent where he needs not to be, then be aware of him, something must be cooking inside and waiting for the right time to explode. Silence is always dangerous, they come unpredictably, you don't know which end is gonna hit first.
You know, I prefer silence, whether I am going to explode something or pass away something unpleasant, always that silence comes first. Well, it's not like that I don't get angry or hyper, when I turn my eyes red you would see me burning, and I always pray that I don't need to turn myself in such an ambiance with anyone.
In our lives, we all have some particular aims and ambitions. When you are running behind, or something like lagging behind you would prefer to stay silent and keep moving. Because someone may be ahead of you and you are aiming to cross him on your way, it's better to talk less and pay attention to the aim. Let the silence make that scream of yours in the end.
I was going through some dark chapters of my life, they aren't dark but I have made them so, anything that hurts me is kinda a dark part to me. There are people, whom I called my friends. There is a myth, true or false, that I don't know but relates to me, let's solve that first. People say, the friends we make at the beginning of our college or varsity life don't last long, they fade away. Those huge "Friends Forever" groups scatter with time. Do you think so? Forget what I think, hear to my one. I too had a bigger one, with friends forever title, but it got scattered too, some with the busyness of life and some with personal issues. But, I still have some with me and they are one of the dearest people in my life whom I need till the end of my life. Everyone doesn't fade away, some stick for the whole life.
Whatever, a couple of friends from my past friend list are out of my touch, both of us are running towards our goals. Maybe they are running ahead of me and that's why I am maintaining the silence, but let me cross them, I would be the person to greet them in person and cut off that distance. Friendly gesture once again? Yeah, I am among those people who love to win over people with something that they couldn't even expect. So my silence, my distance from the chaos, calm gestures all could be a part of the storm that I wanna make in my life with the success, with the goals I wanna fulfill, with the aims I wanna touch.
Sometimes a late-night headache reminds us of our struggle, reminds us that we can't lag behind, must keep moving no matter what the hardships are.
Thoughts from last night, around 2.30 am suddenly when I woke up from sleep.