Usually i start to write depending on my moods. I write on my thoughts and opinions at what i experience in life, maybe from my own or from the others life. So suddenly checking on my notepad and i found so many unfinished drafts which i started but didn’t finish. While reading them i found out how my moods change over time and how i feel. There was some incidents, some were thoughts and some usual type of writing. Mixing them all i got an idea how our moods changes with the surroundings.
One of the drafts was about a happy memory of my friends. It was the sweets eating game type something of us. We have a friend who is married and his wife is expecting so he bought sweets for us. We all know that when foods come among friends how fast it finishes. Hahaha. There is a fun on snatching and eating from friends. So we decided that everyone will eat as much he can but the condition is no one can take two sweet at a time. Another condition was that one will take another one only after completing the first one. So that was very funny and we almost finished all the sweets less then two minutes. How fast we were! Hahaha.
Coming down from that happy one got into a sad one unexpectedly. That was about the corruption in a govt office i experienced with my cousin. We had to give some extra money to the officers to do our job. That was an emergency work so we were compelled to go through the way. Corruption is like a disease which is spreading very high in he veins of our society. On experiencing that i was very angry at that moment. While writing about that i became sad because these corruptions are very much unhealthy for the development of any country. Here it has already started to spread its roots to everywhere which is very much unexpected.
So these way those unfinished drafts shows me many things of many times. How i was feeling and what was going through at those mind while writing. Doesn’t it feel amazing to know that after a period of time?
Suppose you are watching a video tap on which you was very angry with someone and was quarreling with that person and now watching that together. Isn't that amazing to feel? Yeah it is.
I am actually deleting those unfinished drafts to start in a clean way. So before deleting i thought of why don't i read them again and have a throwback to my moods, stories, thoughts amd opinions. Yeah it feels good.
Imagine yourself, reading your blogs after a long time which you are writing now here. That will give you a picture of your mind now. On your writing ways, on your thoughts and life. So sometimes it is good to have a look on the back seat of the car in our life.
