Greetings, and many thanks for establishing such a wonderful community here. I have a strong sense of gratitude.
After the death of my first child from aplastic anaemia, I was unable to gather the courage to attempt anything for a considerable amount of time. Everything has died suddenly. Even at this moment, I can say without a shred of a doubt that I do not have the same level of vigour as I did before I had to say goodbye to my child. On the other hand, I want to express my gratitude to this hive platform for offering me with funds that, despite the fact that they are not a large amount, are sufficient to serve as the additional money that I will give to my son in the final moments of his life. Using HIVE, we were able to fulfil the request of my late son to purchase a PlayStation 5. Before his condition took a turn for the worse, he did get a few turns in on the PlayStation 5 before passing away.
You can get an idea of what happened by reading some of my first account here: 
I believe that this test that has been placed in my path must contain some nugget of knowledge that I either do not yet possess or am currently undergoing without being conscious of it. Every morning, every happiness will be followed by a crushing gloom. Every day, I was confronted by a crushing awareness of the wrongdoing I might have committed.
When I'm feeling really down inside, the only thing that helps me get rid of the headaches and chest pains is taking panadol. Even though I have cut back on how often I take panadol in comparison to the few months that have passed since I lost him, I still require the medication in order to manage the pain. After taking this pain reliever, the discomfort doesn't always go away immediately; other times, it lingers until I don't even realize it's gone.
To tell you the truth, I believe that HIVE Platform has a lot of potential, which is why I want to say that I want to return to working on it. I do my best to publish a new post each day, and for the past few days, that's exactly what I've been aiming to do. It doesn't matter, microblogging or a long post, I feel like I had to do it to regain strength. and fight the sadness inside of me. When I post something on this platform, I will invariably think of my late son, which can make it difficult for me to continue at times, despite the fact that I am aware of this fact. In order for me to be successful on this platform, I need to be brave and transform the qualities about myself that make me vulnerable into qualities that give me an advantage over the weak me. I need to rebuild myself and regain my life.