Heyo! I hope y'all doing fine! Things are getting better day by day (hopefully) so just hold on for a bit and wash your hands always.
Anyway, it's been awhile since I published an art related post in here coz idk i kinda lost the urge to make something or draw due to some reasons. But it's so happened that I felt like making one when i was really feeling down and didn't know how to express it very well. Art has always been one of my ways to express myself in a way that i coudn't do verbally.
Overflowing, Pen Art 2020
One night, it was almost 3am. I wasn't able to sleep coz my mind was 100% hype during that time. Around that period, I got to realized everything that has happened to me over the past months (not gonna mention everything but that includes struggles and stuff), as well as I was actually worried about what's gonna happen in the future (particularly my plans).
Those things just strucked me in one go. It felt very heavy inside and it seemed to be overflowing. It was like an ocean wanting to get out from me. And what's the worst part is you don't have someone to talk bout it with (or if you have someone but you're too worried to cause burden to others) which is really hard.
I decided to share this to you guys coz i know im not the only one who's expriencing something like this. I bet one of you who are reading this can somehow relate, that is why i understand.
I understand that sometimes it just feels like it's gonna burst out coz it seemed way too much for you to handle. You are overwhelmed by those things inside you. May it be personal problems, family, future plans, regrets, etc, and it is causing you to overthink and be anxious. Especially during this quarantine people tend to feel alone and depressed.
But do you know how I was able to ease what i felt during that time? Fortunately, I was scrolling through my instagram feed and saw a particular post that hit me hard.
It says:
I don't own this picture and all credits to the rightful owner.
Anyway, the photo itself is self-explanatory and is a bit simple. But it felt so relevant to what i was feeling that time.
My point is, there are times that things will be very hard to take or will not go as what we plan, and it's fine to worry bout that coz it matters to us But you just have to be resilient and not letting those worries hinder you.
Cheer up! You'll be fine!
That's all for now. Hope you have a blast!
