3 am still up trying to make a way for me.
Sad memories flashing on my mind
Life turned out to be the my nightmare
Thinking about life without my mom
It's sad seeing her cry cause of the weight life is putting on her
I pray God keep her up so she sees me switch up to be a star
For the first time I feel alive cause I see her wounded heart flooding with sadness...
This suicide thoughts are getting crazy I'm getting murder... Kill those enemies with success.....
TO BE CONTINUED