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Life you don't think the younger and the childlike version of yourself would be proud of between you today you're still in a position where you think that the world is out there to get you still don't believe in genuine love to understand how your parents felt about you.
You feel the need to constantly be distracted you travel all the time you build your identity around working hard. You try to fix you will be corrected it is easier than to look in one and figure out how to be a better person and if you have your own company instead of the company of others you need to know how to find fulfillment in yourself and how you can live a quality life by yourself.