Know when you are in the right direction these are only really obvious in retrospect but there are plenty of signs that you are not in the right direction you spend more time talking about the past and giving a present that will lead to a better future.
You look around and you see people but no one you feel to me intimately connected with no one you are part of your family you are easily retarded and offended by everything that shouldn't matter at all this question of creating.
You make excuses instead of keeping your efforts you feel envy instead of being proposed on your own life you struggle to build life long-lasting friendship because you haven't developed enough of any emotional connection with yourself to be able to do the same for us.
You don't feel like you are really in control of your life just busy and more and more overwhelmed with unexpected problems to get older because you never took the time to understand how society works and how you should have invested accordingly.
You still care about what the whole world thinks about you and without the fucking plan that someone else choose for you. You still feel a certain emptiness regardless of all awareness and status.